troubled.
...still loving you at 23:05 on 09 April 2005

i noe it's only been half an hour since i last blogged.. but i feel like there's so much to say... i had just turned off my com when i had this sudden urge to blog again...yet i don't know how to express it in words... it's that kind of internal conflict that can never come out.

i dunno what to say
yet my heart aches
and my heart says "yes"
and my mind says "no"
there's like so many things that i want to say
yet it's so hard to form those thoughts into words
words which can be understood
i just can't describe it
it's so difficult to face up to reality
i don't know how to be myself
i'm so lost in this big world

i really don't know what to do.
i don't think i'll be able to sleep tonight.

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