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...still loving you at 20:32 on 29 April 2005

juz finished dinner.. feel so full now..

had napfa todae. 5 stations. and it was almost a complete fiasco (get it? fiasco=failure?) so i wont talk abt it. i can give excuses like "the surgery last year weakened me physically" or "it was juz a bad day todae"... but i won't do dat. i'm nt the kind who looks fer excuses. it was my fault i havent been trng. will probably retake sbj nxt wk.. haiz..

had a really weird dream last nite.. i was climbing dis really long flight of stairs.. it felt like forever..n it was all dark except for a few lamps along the way. then suddenly there was dis angelic-lookin girl (couldnt really make out her features), shining brightly at the top. and then i suddenly fell through a hole that suddenly appeared out of nowhere.

i dunno abt other ppl, but when i'm falling in my dreams, my real-life body wld shudder as if i was really fallin too. and then i'll wake up wif dis nauseated feeling. it probably sounds really weird, but..... i dunno.. -^

decided not to change my template yet.. cos i realised dat the new one wasnt really suitable.. so i juz changed the song in the bg..

it's been sooooo scorchingly hot these days. even when i'm straight out of a cold shower, i'll still feel the searing heat. it was sooooo hot dat i took 4 showers ytd.. it's really too hot..

shall go take another cold shower now.. byez

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