insomnia
...still loving you at 21:59 on 02 May 2005

din slp last nite.. onli slept fer abt 2 hours from 5 to 7. couldn't go back to slp at 7, so i slipped out of the house to go fer a short walk at the park downstairs.. its a really refreshing experience to breathe in the fresh n clean air... lucky i wasnt caught by my parents tho.. they wouldnt haf been amused.. *phew*

havent been wearing mi retainers regularly either. haiz. better start wearing them more often or else i wld haf wasted 2 yrs of treatment. crapz.

cooked my own breakfast todae.. a nice plate of scrambled eggs, wif fried sausages and bacon n cheese. yum :) i tink i shld do dis more often if i haf time.

dad's been threatening to move the com out of my room again.. i mean, its nt like i spend dat much time on the com.. it feels like my life is being controlled.. fuck it.. i mean, cant i haf a bit more freedom? no matter wat i say, they juz dun understand. :(

anw, i'm probably gonna haf to move out of my room fer the nxt few days or so.. my room has to get re-tiled. all the wooden tiles r like popping out.. so most likely i'll end up slpg in bro's playroom fer a few days. yucks. ^_^

i dunno why.. but i've been feelin abit guilty.. i dunno abt wat. there's juz dis nagging voice in my head dat says "shame" and that oh-so-familiar sinking feeling. ouch.

shall slp earlier tonite.. dun feel like doin any work..

i'm so lonely
i'm mr. lonely
i have nobody
to call my own

if only i could turn back time.

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